Hello!!!Happy New Year’s Eve’s EVE~~!!!
Are you ready for the NEW year?
………end of world?……..
I don’t know about YOU, I’m hella eggcited for the new year. I simply CANNOT wait to have this year be OVER …like NOW. Just because I look forward to any good things that will happen in 2012. I believe good>bad in 2012. Have faith. lol!
So the main point of this post is Long Distance Relationship.
If you know me , you would have long ago knew that I’m dealing with LDR at the moment.
some people classified me under “geographically single”—-Do you agree on this particular term used?
Geographically single…hmm. Witty.
Let’s take a look at my relationship with matt GEOGRAPHICALLY k
so basically the orangey line from a part of china called Beijing(sorry, i know it should be further in a lil. but srsly, do i have to be that exact?) to an island in America called Long beach(i supposed LB is an island.lol!)
while the green line is from Singapore (yeah, so small that the world decides to omit the name. so insignificant.lol) to LB.
It’s kinda sad that im actually FURTHER away from matt when I’m back in Singapore , and is not-so-much-nearer- in Beijing.
that’s far uh? >10,000kilometers away ?
But I DO NOT classified under geographically single. In fact, I don’t see myself being in the “single” category as long as I’m together with Matt. I have this theory that once you considered yourself as “single” in any point of your relationship, you ARE in danger.
Yah, in danger of being eaten by lions.
Listen, that’s MY theory.
I don’t know how you see LDR in your own light. As far as I know, LDR is freaking hard. Not only true to myself but also to many of my friends around me.
I have a friend whom recently broke up with his GF from another country. The reason was “too tired”.
He’s right, LDR is indeed tiring. Not only that it’s tiring, it’s frustrating, it’s painful.
I’m not going to lie, I do not like LDR…in a single bit. I throw childish tantrums at Matt from time to time, I get pissed off with him easier than ABC..etc etc. But I’m so thankful that Matt took all these childish acts from me in his stride MOST OF THE TIME. haha. Sometimes he will just be an asshole to me back and we will begin our “wars”.
But each time we came out of those fights as a stronger couple—even if we are apart from each other.
We are “inseparable” in a lot of ways. Maybe that’s because we are apart or still in honeymoon period or whatever you may think of.Even when we are away, the only time that we will stop talking is when I sleep/he sleeps or when we are doing work. Other than that, we are on Whatsapp/iMessage or Facetime.
Which boils down to him going on cruise.
You may say, NOTHING WHAT. SINCE YOU GUYS ARE ALREADY APART. GO ON CRUISE DOESNT MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE.
theres no internet/wifi on cruise. even if have, its so fucking expensive.
which means, we cannot speak to each other the usual way. so yeah.
THANKFULLY, he’s ending the trip tomorrow. Heehee. Back to our usuals 😀
SO yeah….LDR sucks, but i want this guy of mine. So Imma tolerate all these shits.
Goodnight Loves. Time for me to mug.