Last year’s Xmas I was single. and I had an amazing time partying with my friends. walking down streets with couples were normal.
As I walked along the streets in sanlitun this year, I cannot help but to feel upset. Not single, yet lonelier than before.
envious just by seeing couples walking down the streets with their balloons (lol wtf weird culture)
sitting down at the sidewalk here watching people walked past me in this chilly weather seemed quite wtf. but just didnt want to go home. friends needed to study for exams(heck) friends had their other halves to accompany. lol wtf. I sounded so wtf.
silent prayer that goes…. may this be the last time i see myself so vulnerable.
Blessed Xmas eve!:)